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Karan's poor health and other news were enough to break her back and return home. But Anu Sithara was a fighter — every moment for her was a fresh start. She knew there are no pearls to be found from the dark folds of life, except to make progress with her family.
"Why so unlucky baby — when I'm with you?" inquired Anu Sithara to boast Karan.
She spent the entire month in the care of her husband, putting this little house in order and in finding a reasonable job to get Karan out of this debt trap. But some mysterious force was still conspiring against her. Despite her good educational background, and intelligence, Anu Sithara couldn't find a single good job. Thrice in a month some good firms mysteriously backed off, after serving her a job offer letters. Equally, Anu Sithara failed in igniting a single spark in Karan's heart — in his balls.
A tiny apartment in a dirty neighborhood, a debt trap with no money, and Karan's aliment — life couldn't be any worse for this. Anu Sithara only found a minor job as a salesgirl in a big shopping mall, that too on a commission basis. But to her surprise, by the end of each day, one or other "mysterious" customers would walk to her and she would make a very good commission.
One rainy night after a very hectic day she returned home with her purse full of her first earnings, and her eyes with anew hopes.
But he was already there..!
His thundering voice was echoing all over her apartment block, and his voice had gathered a neighborly crowd at her door. For a moment Anu Sithara froze in fear. Her fear than boiled into anger and she stormed inside to rescue her hubby. But little she knew that anger leads to hate, hate leads to suffering.
"Give me my money or your sexy wife," the architect of chaos — Ayaan-bin-Haider, right inside her home was roaring on Karan. It was but not those lecherous threats that freeze Anu Sithara. What shocked her spirit... like the vibration of a bell was — the gutless surrender of her husband.
"You can keep this house, and my money...but your wife is mine." said Ayaan, with a wicked smile, licking his red lips.
Ayaan then looked at her with a pause like corked soda-water to fly towards her and then asked, "Deal guys...win-win?"
For Anu Sithara life was always a matter of waiting, but waiting for Karan's reply were most critical moments in her life. Part of her felt like she is waiting for something, which is never going to happen.
"I'm sorry Anu Sithara," said Karan after a long pause. His voice was as thin shrill voice, as the cry of an expiring mouse, and he started to leave the room.
"What Karan...?" cried Anu Sithara, in disbelief, "How can you leave me with this vulture to pay your debt?"
"Yes. Your hubby is surrendering your million-dollar body for me, bitch..." said Ayaan roughly pulling her in his brawny arms around her, "I will collect whatever he owes me. Whatever you own." His big palm scratching her bare midriff traveled down and firmly clutched her beautiful ass checks, right in front of her husband.
Karan stood there helpless ... as the blind, till vision blurred in his wet eyes, and he silently left the apartment.
Despite all of her shock and contempt, Anu Sithara felt her body acting Ayaan's arm just like butter acts in a frying pan. Ayaan's head bent over hers — Anu Sithara could feel the rush of his unsettled exhalations. The hairs on his marble chest were not flat and straight, but softly curling. She wanted to brush her nose and lips across them. She smelled of soap, male skin, clean earth, and meadow grass. Every breath of him made her feel warm in places that hadn't been warm in years.
Anu Sithara felt lost and confused, angry, and aroused. Just like a ball of tangled yarn. The parts that were untangled are available, useable; the rest was a mess, useless until it is untied. That mess feels endless and unyielding. She knew, soon she will be nothing but a storm-tossed ship on the immense tides of his lust unless she fractures his ego.
"No... I'm not a plaything that you can fuck," cried Anu Sithara, pushing him off, "you can't fuck me, you coward."
Ayaan watched her eyes fully open, posture square to her flames as if her anger can burn up his inner rage. He watched her as if his frustrations and anger were the fuel was burning in her.
"I will end myself, if you force anything on me, and you will regret your life if I mean anything to you," said Anu Sithara adjusting her saree. Though she had little doubts, if she means anything for him, but a sexy body.
"Fuck off bitch," retorted Ayaan and he punched in the wall, with a force and anger that he almost broke his fist.
Conspiring against her boiling lust, defying all her vulnerabilities, even risking Karan's fate, Anu Sithara again had walked out of her home. But she walked in pride. Again her vanity deprived her of fathoming that it's not virtues, but our choices — that shapes our destiny.
The moment she left the apartment, furious Ayaan hit back again and threw their stuff out of the apartment. In his rage, he dashed out all her belongings on the street. But Anu Sithara's resolve wasn't shaken yet. She always believed it's our choices, not the conditions that determine our destiny in life. She guarded her dignity again — but the conditions on the dark rainy street were much harder and riskier than she could expect.
Her wet saree — skimming every curve of her voluptuous body offered a good sneak-peek into her toned figure to bystander. As she wandered in her rage, her drool-worthy almost stopped the traffic on the street. One after another a big car would stop by her, considering her a prostitute. The prostitutes have their well-demarcated in civilized Western cities and soon those street whores came — to kick her off their 'slots'.
Anu Sithara's dad always used to profess her, "Life is short daughter — the time is fast. No rewind. So enjoy every moment as it comes." In her tears, Anu Sithara desperately wished to ask her dad, what she must enjoy at this moment. In her anger, she had left her purse behind. The money she earned after hard work. Her passport, ID cards, cell phone. All was left behind — even her husband.
Anu Sithara was still naively strong to rubbish those whores, without realizing life doesn't get easier or more forgiving, merely because we're stronger and more resilient. Soon all her courage and vanity vanished when she spotted a police car lingering over her. One of those protesting whores had gone and complained to police about the unregistered arrival of a new whore.
The human mind is swayed mostly by illusions, the reality only becomes clear when — there is no escape. The reality of the street was that police would arrest her for illegal prostitution. Anu Sithara started running as fast as she could to dodge the police. But suddenly she heard a familiar from behind.
"Anu Sithara... Anu Sithara... please stop...!" said a man behind her, "is it you, Anu Sithara?"
In surviving the biggest catastrophes of life, it's most likely to become a stranger to oneself. That's what Anu Sithara went through for a while, she felt like a stranger to herself. Who she is? Where is she running? From whom? For what?
"Stop Anu Sithara..." said the voice putting his hand on her round shoulder, "it's me, Anil."
Her boyfriend from ghostly past had walked here into darkness — a blessing in disguise. Anu Sithara had no feelings left for Anil, after his betrayal. However, a drowning person catches at a straw — even with a cynicism. So did Anu Sithara, as she clung to Anil.
They talk for long in a restaurant — those typical talks of broken. Anil made many good promises to her and assured he'll help her in getting a good job. Anu Sithara couldn't forgive Anil — nor did she trust his promises completely. Sometimes one has to choose between a bunch of wrong choices and no right ones. One just has to choose which wrong choice feels the least wrong—Anu Sithara felt there can't be anything worse than going back to Karan, so she clung to Anil.
"Only friends... Ok," she made it clear, before entering his apartment.
The next morning when Anu Sithara reached the shopping mall, where she worked, but only to find that she is fired already. She never knew till this point that the store she is working is also owned by the fucking PRINCE. Karan was already her past — so she needed Anil's help. At least, until she gets her passport and little money to go back.
With a rosy promise of getting her hired Anil took her to a 7-star hotel, where he used to work. But to her great surprise, after an hour, Anil brought an appointment letter for her.
Hospitality Manager — $3000 monthly salary, with a lavish room in the hotel for her living|
Anu Sithara read and read the appointment letter, again and again — wondering how she can be so lucky. Life sometimes can be a blessing, that's what all she found to believe if that job offer was real.
"Why so unlucky baby — when I'm with you?" inquired Anu Sithara to boast Karan.
She spent the entire month in the care of her husband, putting this little house in order and in finding a reasonable job to get Karan out of this debt trap. But some mysterious force was still conspiring against her. Despite her good educational background, and intelligence, Anu Sithara couldn't find a single good job. Thrice in a month some good firms mysteriously backed off, after serving her a job offer letters. Equally, Anu Sithara failed in igniting a single spark in Karan's heart — in his balls.
A tiny apartment in a dirty neighborhood, a debt trap with no money, and Karan's aliment — life couldn't be any worse for this. Anu Sithara only found a minor job as a salesgirl in a big shopping mall, that too on a commission basis. But to her surprise, by the end of each day, one or other "mysterious" customers would walk to her and she would make a very good commission.
One rainy night after a very hectic day she returned home with her purse full of her first earnings, and her eyes with anew hopes.
But he was already there..!
His thundering voice was echoing all over her apartment block, and his voice had gathered a neighborly crowd at her door. For a moment Anu Sithara froze in fear. Her fear than boiled into anger and she stormed inside to rescue her hubby. But little she knew that anger leads to hate, hate leads to suffering.
"Give me my money or your sexy wife," the architect of chaos — Ayaan-bin-Haider, right inside her home was roaring on Karan. It was but not those lecherous threats that freeze Anu Sithara. What shocked her spirit... like the vibration of a bell was — the gutless surrender of her husband.
"You can keep this house, and my money...but your wife is mine." said Ayaan, with a wicked smile, licking his red lips.
Ayaan then looked at her with a pause like corked soda-water to fly towards her and then asked, "Deal guys...win-win?"
For Anu Sithara life was always a matter of waiting, but waiting for Karan's reply were most critical moments in her life. Part of her felt like she is waiting for something, which is never going to happen.
"I'm sorry Anu Sithara," said Karan after a long pause. His voice was as thin shrill voice, as the cry of an expiring mouse, and he started to leave the room.
"What Karan...?" cried Anu Sithara, in disbelief, "How can you leave me with this vulture to pay your debt?"
"Yes. Your hubby is surrendering your million-dollar body for me, bitch..." said Ayaan roughly pulling her in his brawny arms around her, "I will collect whatever he owes me. Whatever you own." His big palm scratching her bare midriff traveled down and firmly clutched her beautiful ass checks, right in front of her husband.
Karan stood there helpless ... as the blind, till vision blurred in his wet eyes, and he silently left the apartment.
Despite all of her shock and contempt, Anu Sithara felt her body acting Ayaan's arm just like butter acts in a frying pan. Ayaan's head bent over hers — Anu Sithara could feel the rush of his unsettled exhalations. The hairs on his marble chest were not flat and straight, but softly curling. She wanted to brush her nose and lips across them. She smelled of soap, male skin, clean earth, and meadow grass. Every breath of him made her feel warm in places that hadn't been warm in years.
Anu Sithara felt lost and confused, angry, and aroused. Just like a ball of tangled yarn. The parts that were untangled are available, useable; the rest was a mess, useless until it is untied. That mess feels endless and unyielding. She knew, soon she will be nothing but a storm-tossed ship on the immense tides of his lust unless she fractures his ego.
"No... I'm not a plaything that you can fuck," cried Anu Sithara, pushing him off, "you can't fuck me, you coward."
Ayaan watched her eyes fully open, posture square to her flames as if her anger can burn up his inner rage. He watched her as if his frustrations and anger were the fuel was burning in her.
"I will end myself, if you force anything on me, and you will regret your life if I mean anything to you," said Anu Sithara adjusting her saree. Though she had little doubts, if she means anything for him, but a sexy body.
"Fuck off bitch," retorted Ayaan and he punched in the wall, with a force and anger that he almost broke his fist.
Conspiring against her boiling lust, defying all her vulnerabilities, even risking Karan's fate, Anu Sithara again had walked out of her home. But she walked in pride. Again her vanity deprived her of fathoming that it's not virtues, but our choices — that shapes our destiny.
The moment she left the apartment, furious Ayaan hit back again and threw their stuff out of the apartment. In his rage, he dashed out all her belongings on the street. But Anu Sithara's resolve wasn't shaken yet. She always believed it's our choices, not the conditions that determine our destiny in life. She guarded her dignity again — but the conditions on the dark rainy street were much harder and riskier than she could expect.
Her wet saree — skimming every curve of her voluptuous body offered a good sneak-peek into her toned figure to bystander. As she wandered in her rage, her drool-worthy almost stopped the traffic on the street. One after another a big car would stop by her, considering her a prostitute. The prostitutes have their well-demarcated in civilized Western cities and soon those street whores came — to kick her off their 'slots'.
Anu Sithara's dad always used to profess her, "Life is short daughter — the time is fast. No rewind. So enjoy every moment as it comes." In her tears, Anu Sithara desperately wished to ask her dad, what she must enjoy at this moment. In her anger, she had left her purse behind. The money she earned after hard work. Her passport, ID cards, cell phone. All was left behind — even her husband.
Anu Sithara was still naively strong to rubbish those whores, without realizing life doesn't get easier or more forgiving, merely because we're stronger and more resilient. Soon all her courage and vanity vanished when she spotted a police car lingering over her. One of those protesting whores had gone and complained to police about the unregistered arrival of a new whore.
The human mind is swayed mostly by illusions, the reality only becomes clear when — there is no escape. The reality of the street was that police would arrest her for illegal prostitution. Anu Sithara started running as fast as she could to dodge the police. But suddenly she heard a familiar from behind.
"Anu Sithara... Anu Sithara... please stop...!" said a man behind her, "is it you, Anu Sithara?"
In surviving the biggest catastrophes of life, it's most likely to become a stranger to oneself. That's what Anu Sithara went through for a while, she felt like a stranger to herself. Who she is? Where is she running? From whom? For what?
"Stop Anu Sithara..." said the voice putting his hand on her round shoulder, "it's me, Anil."
Her boyfriend from ghostly past had walked here into darkness — a blessing in disguise. Anu Sithara had no feelings left for Anil, after his betrayal. However, a drowning person catches at a straw — even with a cynicism. So did Anu Sithara, as she clung to Anil.
They talk for long in a restaurant — those typical talks of broken. Anil made many good promises to her and assured he'll help her in getting a good job. Anu Sithara couldn't forgive Anil — nor did she trust his promises completely. Sometimes one has to choose between a bunch of wrong choices and no right ones. One just has to choose which wrong choice feels the least wrong—Anu Sithara felt there can't be anything worse than going back to Karan, so she clung to Anil.
"Only friends... Ok," she made it clear, before entering his apartment.
The next morning when Anu Sithara reached the shopping mall, where she worked, but only to find that she is fired already. She never knew till this point that the store she is working is also owned by the fucking PRINCE. Karan was already her past — so she needed Anil's help. At least, until she gets her passport and little money to go back.
With a rosy promise of getting her hired Anil took her to a 7-star hotel, where he used to work. But to her great surprise, after an hour, Anil brought an appointment letter for her.
Hospitality Manager — $3000 monthly salary, with a lavish room in the hotel for her living|
Anu Sithara read and read the appointment letter, again and again — wondering how she can be so lucky. Life sometimes can be a blessing, that's what all she found to believe if that job offer was real.